I’m so ugly and fat I hate myself I hate myself
Well my mom knows everything. From the drinkin I have done to the guy that I am having sex with she knows it all. I hate myself. I want to be dead now. I know this guy I am having sex with only is using me for sex but guess what I am in love with him and I’m fucked. I am unloveable no one will ever know my full story and I don’t care I want to kill myself and I want to die now. I don’t know what to do I want to hurt myself I want to die.